a cup of caramel tea..

mulanya disini.

ku kenali hatimu. lalalala. actually i sang a song just now but only knw 2 baris of the lyrics. haha. fyi,i’m a perosak lirik lagu orang. i love to sing in my own lyrics. i miss u~!

there’s a lot of pics i want to upload but the lazyness simptom have been attacked me secara tiba2. normally i loved to capture pics about anything. camera always on with me but myself less to be in the photo. but i have lik a tones of "crazy pics" between me with families(mostly) and friends. also with my cats. malu la to upload. let me laughing by ownself je la. haha. hope you guys enjoy analyzing  that. haha. ok2. watch it. (more suitable word rite?

fake people. fake identity. fake personality. fake attitude. yea. FAKE!!

my advice is just be yourself. and have some dignity. be matured. fyi,normal peoples hate faker.

why people thinks too much?

they thinks about what they shouldn’t.

there are some things that they will just never be sure of. not sure if they want to know the truth behind everything. sometimes its just better to be in the state of not knowing. but there are some things that they are just dying to know but they end up not knowing because they pretend too hard that they dont care. but there are also some things that are just not worth knowing. things that seem to be important but actually are not.

why not you just let it be. i mean give your friends some privacy. people you love their own privacy. dont be too obvious about anything about them.

i wish i could just write everything here. make everything public. let everyone know what i think. what i feel. what i want to do. but life is not that easy. people just have to be protective sometimes. too protective.

but then it is ‘ok’ for me. sometimes i guess.

if you love someone, imean either friends,special one or family,just give them their own spaces for themselves. let them changed or do whatever thet want.

dont be too obvious. yea. obvious. or should i say critical? haha.

eventhough you eagerly knowing about them,give them privacy. dont act like you are have right  to know everything. stop asking or acting like ‘why he/she have changed now?’ or ‘why we being like not exist to he/she after she/he had a bf/gf?’ or ‘what happen to you? i want to discuss something with you. about your girl.’

get it? if not try to put yourself in their shoes. then you’ll know it. =)

a month.

i mean we’ve passed trough a january. and its already finished last few days ago.

wat have i done in a month? i meant last month?

how about my wishes?

hmm..i’ve worked hard for some of that.

firstly my weight. i already gained it. from 50 to 53 kg. but look at me. still skinny. a thin and taller person, thin. my physical not grow at all. my kelebaran not happen at all. still lik dis. but i wont give up. yeah. i’ll working harder. hehehe. someone told me if i sleep for a long time,i’ll get chubby face. oh c’mon. im not only need that. i want my whole body melebar. not as a fat person. just to be ada isi skit. haha. well,thanks to that person.=) either thin or fat,as long as i am a healthy person i’m flattered enough.

worked? dont ask me about that. i hate it. i told my brother in law i i’m bored wit my worked . he replied me that all works in this world are boring one. depend on us how to make it fun. i said no lah.if we doing what we want or least ‘kena’ ngan jiwa or our interest,the work totally not bored. then we argued. at last i still dont know our conclusion because we”re bored talked about work matters. haha.

i’m waiting for my muet result. what band will i get? i’m not sure about that because normally my result not constant. sometimes 3,sometimes 4,5,6. so which number i get? if only need to pick any numbers,i’ll pick 5. because 6 is too good to me. haha. but if i get it,why not kan? unfortunately,i can’t. hmm.. just doa for it. good or average,accept is as a good  thing. i have done it. nothing can i do to re-sit my muet’s. i mean the same question liked i used to in october.

i’m sleepy rite now. angah and abang bob already slept. i should too. just too sleepy. maybe i ate too much just now so this was the effect. or maybe not. i am not a scorer for my biology’s.

i should stop now. someone want to sing for me? or tell a story from Dr. Zues’s?

see you later! =)