hopes.
a few minutes more all of us will be in new year. hope new year will bring more gud news. more kejayaan. more prosperity. more happiness. more oppurtunities.
normally people will make new wish. new hope too. but will we achieve all of our hopes without any efforts? if in 2006 we cant achieve what we want,i surely u guys did tried in 2007 but if still cant, that mean we should try harder for 2008. who knows we can do it?? nobody knows. everything depends on us.
so do i. i knew some of my hopes still not come to end at all. and some of them still not started yet. oh my. but one thing for sure. for 2008 i’m still 10O% me. i dont care any rumours about me. say whatever you want to say because u’ve your rite but make sure you still know what is mean by respect! well for this new year,i’m still allowed to hope. haha. 
i hope this year everything getting better for me.
i hope can be patience. no more bad temper. emotional irma. go away. just come back if i really really need you. ok?
i hope i can be more independent than before. not 100% but at least my brain will work faster when i’m facing any problems. no need to call anyone quickly. no need to be panic at all.
i hope i can be less sensitive n more sensitive. i meant less sensitive for stupid and nonsense things such as what people think or what people said. i mean i do before but i want to be more strong in it. be better in it. and i want to be more sensitive in certain things. in my life. my future steps. my identity. me myself and i. also be more sensitive in my family’s matter. yea. i’m going 20’s so of course i become as matured person.
i hope i can be excellent in whatever i do. either it simple things,matters or problems. or difficult things ever. i can be extraordinary person. just like i do before even-though not in everything.
i hope my love will stay forever. i dont care the person that i love like me or not. as lons as i loved them. i accepted them as who are they. if before i easily get emotional to person who bitched me,this year i promise to myself that i’ll control it. or mbe i’ll try harder to make it go away. love is important. doent care how ways it’s come to me.
i hope i can learn not to think much about peoples that i missed. missing them hurt me. i hope i’ll never say that i’m alone again because i still have Allah beside me! plus my syazwan thariq will fly to ireland by the middle of 2008. we’ll being far again. i missed my parent. my sisters. they are away. over the sea. too far is it? too hutrs when i’m thinking about it.
i hope i can reconcile certain things.
oh ya. i hope i can gain my weight. they are several person said that "adik ain kurus sanagt la." "adik,knp cengkung ni". well at least i’m healthy so whatever. but deep inside i’ll try my best.
i hope will get my dream job. oh ya. on 2nd of january i’ll go to my first interview. wishing the best for myself.
i hope i can get along with my childhood friends again. with my primary,secondary and all the persons that i’ve known when i took a part in debate or forum.
well, i guess thats enough for 2008. i believe i’ll achieve all of that. yea. i’ll.
now,the clock already shown 0005 am. today is the first day of january 2008. oh my!
Happy new year to all of my friends. my advice is,if you think nobody loves you,i do. my pricipe is "i live not for people love me and when people hated me,i’ll not die." May Allah bless all of us.
i love you..! 
