getting better or worse…
i’m back again.. too much i want to share.. now, i’m already here.. not there anymore.. too much happen rite now i ges.. not guessed.. but reality.. my greatgrandmother have been attacked.. by wat?? come on. not need to b serious like dat.. moyang sy kenna strok.. in just one second.. shocking me.. because before dis she’s not too sick la.. just sakit tua.. and i.. have been so long i’m not meeting her.. her age.. around 100 ++.. wen i heard dat news,i’m blurred.. i just imagined all bad things.. is she going to die?? witout me at her side?? seriously dat ime i’m scared.. i just went back immediately.. actually that’s not too bad.. just separuh lumpuh but needed fully nursing care.. btw,she is still strong enuf to wake up n duduk2 by herself.. then i’m better.. after my bro teman my moyang since her admitted,i take my turn.. accompany my sis.. we do da best 4 her.. i ges our service in ’service class a’ or sholud i say superb? ye la.. we put bedak,take her bathed,put some perfume..tommy girl perfume. n just wanna let u knw dat my moyang is a kind of ‘cermat’ person.. cerewet! haha. wen time is running out,i just too sad to laeve her.. to let my other relatives care her.. i’ve promised her dat i’ll go back again.. to take care of her.. but she cried.. haih..make me cried too.. but now,its getting better.. she’s better.. i just pray dat she’ll be like before.. or nearly like before.. wen lik dis happen,i realized dat i should not seek any true love anymore.. for me,true love is family…. i love them~!
nye.. in melur’s
mata bengkak.
