a cup of caramel tea..

like i normally say,if there’s has somenone read my blog,i dun care…i just wasting time to blog..all of my post r all bout me…ok..if u’ve read my post wit title unpredictable,i’ve shown my anger 2 someone…but i dun mention any name so peole mbe yup maybe keep guessing n wondering who’s dat person….honestly i never expected dat people will read my blog cos sometimes me oso dun wan read others blog…if i read someone’s blog,eventhough da blog is dedicated 2 me,as long he or she dun mention my name specificly,i TOTALLY not thinking dat post is 4 me..either they bitched or puji me…dis is my blog so i can said whatever i want rite…up 2 me…but then again,i’ve been deleted as someone’s fren in her fs…y? bcos she thinks dat i’ve bitched her..sdgkan i’m mad at other person..do u get it??i dunno how 2 transfer wat i wan 2 say into my writing..her fren also my fren(R) told me dat she kutuk me in her bloq..i cant go to her page cos i’m not her fren anymore..R copied n sent 2 me her post…n R said dat da girl told all her frens dat i kutuk her…wen i’ve finished read dat posts,i dun get any point..i meant lgsg xterasa yg she kutuk me..plus i never know dat gurl..mm..kawan atas kawan la ni..i just buat bodo..tpi i got lots of msj,cmmnt yg kutuk me cos i kutuk dat gurl..her said,i’m frustrated so i’m transferring my emo 2 her…she said i’ve said bad things bout her…how can??i never knw she..even her fullname….rite now,as i knw,she n her frens kutuk2 me n ketawakan me la…i ges i knw y dis is happen….bout my post,if ada ramai yg baca,selagi kita xbuat apa yg i wrote either it true or not y being so sensitive??4 me senang je…sapa makan cili dia yg rasa pedasnya…wen she said dat i make a post dedicated 2 her n wat i said is not true,y she terasa…u get it or not?then she said 2 all her frens included R dat she’s flattered cos have a person who make a post 2 her..aiiyya..simple way,if she had realized dat wat i said is not true,y she still thinks dat i bitched her in my blog?

frankly,till now i never felt yang dia kutuk me in her blog..if ada sekalipun i dun care..i make dis post not because xpuas ati wit her..just rasa kelakar n lucu…sbb lelaki pun n kutuk kaum sejenis??in her post,she siad dat i’m kindda person yg should refer myself 2 ALLAH cos i dun how 2 thankful 2 my creator…she said again dat i"m acted lik a gurl eventhough i’m a lady…how she so sure i’m bitched her??i read your blog more than 10 times but i still cant get the main point that u dedicated 2 me….can u guys c da difference??she just being so sensitive n perasan rite??

ok la…if i’m reli make a post 2 her,i ges i only lepaskan geram in here…my blog..at least i throw my anger here so people knw wat kind of person am i..i’m  not hypocrite…wen i’m mad,u’ll not knw it…easy la..u being ssooooooo nice but u kutuk me in ur blog,mengumpat me wit ur frens,ketawakan me,said i’m jeles wit u,tuduh me mcm2…u more teruk than me…so now,who should refer herself 2 ALLAH?but i only shown my anger here…witout kaitkan sapa2….plus i’m not make a post 4 u…….haih…

yea…i knw i’m not a gud person…wen i mad,people will knw it…4 myself,i’m not hypocrite..people will knw wat kind of person i am…but compare wit u…u keep hiding ur "tanduk kejahatan" but wit ur besties,u’r not totally gud gurl….btw,i oso not sure u make a post 4 me or not…i’m not a person who cepat terasa..but if u reli r…thanks….u r not in my list yet 4 me make a post 2 you…u r not a gerat person 4 me kutuk,bitched or jeles….ok?

i’ve started creating poem long time ago.. but not a gud one.. i knw my english is not great as others..espceially my grammar..but i can if 4 my daily use..if 2 make as my priority languange,no lah…so i keep telling myself dat i love bahasa more than english…is not i’m scared 2 take a risk or wat..but i dun knw y i just love 2 speak in bahasa..since i be apart of forum,evryday i feel lik i wan 2 speak in bahasa

baku

..hahaha…yea..u’ll laugh rite..talked bout language,smtimes i eagerly 2 learn any others language such as

italy

or french..oh how i wish i can do…or just simply chinese but then i still can’t…started last year..i’ve been addicted downloading a language site 2 learn diff language..i dun have specific teacher nor class..as we knw,learnt without teacher,we can b da best..rite?? i’m not kind of person who loves spent my time alone,hv only a few besties,doing da same thing over n over,writing all da time..its so bored..duncathink??aha..but here..in dis world,theres a kind person like dat..i love 2 speak..people who normally knw me,they’ll knw how a lot of thing i wan 2 say…i love it sice i laernt it..n my writng??smtimes suck!..but i talked bout real things la..dat day..i just finished my poem..ENGLISH one…i dont normally write sastera things..be it poem,story or wat..but it comes naturally…if i’m not mistaken its takes few month ..take so long time ha??ahahaha..i knw..but just like i said..it comes naturally so ofkos i can’t finished in short time..plus i’m not an expert 1 n im a person who’s gonna face my exam so i’ve 2 spend,divide n use my time wisely….;)..my poem not an exageratted one..just using a simple english words…but i proud wit my work!..dis is da best..i mean 4 me cos if in bahasa i can do faster..n better too..so here it’s..it’s it bout frens..knowing,sharing,laughing,caring,crying n lastly losing..if there’s anyone read my blog,giv me ur cmmnt…i’m not serious in dis field..just wasting time in a gud way…i’m not gud in it..yea..i knw..critising myself better 2 avoid my anger..=p

                       What if……..

Friends tell you their secrets
Friends are meant to share
Friends are meant to cheer you up,
What happens when they’re not there?

Is it hard when you don’t have
Someone to lean upon?
When you need a friend to care,
but they, your friends, have gone?

What if you were split
Up from your best friend?
Do you think you’d care
If your friendship ends?

Would you slowly drift apart,
Go in separate ways?
Or would you both grow closer
Grow closer day by day?

What if your friends started
Saying things behind your back?
Would you stand and face them,
Or would your courage lack?

Perhaps it would be safer
To let your friendships mend,
Push these thoughts behind you,
And make the questions end.

picnic time..2005

mayuni sengaja did it!