a cup of caramel tea..

Faruqi Azman: x call bf?

irma_ibrahim: dia dmam

irma_ibrahim: sy xkcau la..

Faruqi Azman: oic

irma_ibrahim: kekdg bsn gak sll ngan dia

Faruqi Azman: hehe

irma_ibrahim: kn ada space utk kita sndri

Faruqi Azman: biasa la

Faruqi Azman: tp kalo x contact i confirm boringdlm sehar

irma_ibrahim: mmg la..

Faruqi Azman: tp kalo x contact confirm boring dlm sehari

irma_ibrahim: td msj tnya cmna keadaan dia je

Faruqi Azman: ooh

Faruqi Azman: penyayang……

Faruqi Azman: hehe

irma_ibrahim: mesti la… hehehe

irma_ibrahim: faruqi oo faruqi…

irma_ibrahim: kawin la..

irma_ibrahim: sy nk tgk kawan sy kawin..

irma_ibrahim: cepat2….

Faruqi Azman: haha

Faruqi Azman: awk la dulu

Faruqi Azman: hehe

Faruqi Azman: pastu sy

Faruqi Azman: haha

irma_ibrahim: awk la dlu…

Faruqi Azman: Ladies 1st

Faruqi Azman: haha

irma_ibrahim: sy tlg awk..

irma_ibrahim: jdi wedding planner

Faruqi Azman: hehe

Faruqi Azman: tp biar sy yg jadi wedding planner utk dulu

irma_ibrahim: ala……………..

Faruqi Azman: tp biar sy yg jadi wedding planner utk awk dulu

irma_ibrahim: awk la dlu…

irma_ibrahim: gentleman la…

Faruqi Azman: hehe

Faruqi Azman: mana aci…….

irma_ibrahim: xkn sy nk approach thariq kut..

Faruqi Azman: laa..

Faruqi Azman: awk tanya la dia dulu

irma_ibrahim: awk kawin sy buat bju cntik2…………..

irma_ibrahim: sy pmpuan la….

Faruqi Azman: hehe

Faruqi Azman: hurm

Faruqi Azman: camne ek

irma_ibrahim: sy blh sponsor bunga telur,cupcakes,gift n flowers…….

irma_ibrahim: cepat la..

irma_ibrahim: hehehe

irma_ibrahim: xsbr nk tgk kwn2 kawin……..

Faruqi Azman: hehe

Faruqi Azman: sy pun x sabar nk tgk awk kawin dulu

Faruqi Azman: huhu

irma_ibrahim: ala……………………

Faruqi Azman: hehe

irma_ibrahim: awk lbh byk bersedia dri suma aspek dri sy…

irma_ibrahim: sy bru nk blaja

irma_ibrahim: hahahaha

Faruqi Azman: lor

irma_ibrahim:

Faruqi Azman: sy pun tgh blaja gak

Faruqi Azman:

irma_ibrahim: hish….

irma_ibrahim: kain bju dh ada…

irma_ibrahim: tggu jht je utk g majlis awk…..

Faruqi Azman: hehe

Faruqi Azman: sy pun

Faruqi Azman: baju2 sumer dah ada

Faruqi Azman: tggu nk pegi majlis awk jer

irma_ibrahim: byknya baju……

Faruqi Azman: huhu

irma_ibrahim: baju awk nk sanding eyh??

Faruqi Azman: hehe

Faruqi Azman: hehe

Faruqi Azman: baju sy untuk menghadiri persandingan awk

Faruqi Azman: hehe

irma_ibrahim: ala……..

irma_ibrahim: sy xtetap lgi wrna tema

Faruqi Azman: hehe

irma_ibrahim: ha…

irma_ibrahim: pekata kite srh adik2 kita kawin dlu…

irma_ibrahim: farah n isnani…

Faruqi Azman: ye gak

Faruqi Azman: hehe

irma_ibrahim: dorg ni dh ada calon…

Faruqi Azman: kalo camtu

Faruqi Azman: kita umur 40 bru kahwin

Faruqi Azman: haha

Faruqi Azman: iye?

irma_ibrahim: lambatnya…..

irma_ibrahim: awk xpe la laki……….

irma_ibrahim: sy klu umur 4o xde anak satg……..

Faruqi Azman: haha

Faruqi Azman: hurm

Faruqi Azman: huhu

Faruqi Azman: kalo camtu umur 30 la

mulanya disini.

ku kenali hatimu. lalalala. actually i sang a song just now but only knw 2 baris of the lyrics. haha. fyi,i’m a perosak lirik lagu orang. i love to sing in my own lyrics. i miss u~!

there’s a lot of pics i want to upload but the lazyness simptom have been attacked me secara tiba2. normally i loved to capture pics about anything. camera always on with me but myself less to be in the photo. but i have lik a tones of "crazy pics" between me with families(mostly) and friends. also with my cats. malu la to upload. let me laughing by ownself je la. haha. hope you guys enjoy analyzing  that. haha. ok2. watch it. (more suitable word rite?

fake people. fake identity. fake personality. fake attitude. yea. FAKE!!

my advice is just be yourself. and have some dignity. be matured. fyi,normal peoples hate faker.

why people thinks too much?

they thinks about what they shouldn’t.

there are some things that they will just never be sure of. not sure if they want to know the truth behind everything. sometimes its just better to be in the state of not knowing. but there are some things that they are just dying to know but they end up not knowing because they pretend too hard that they dont care. but there are also some things that are just not worth knowing. things that seem to be important but actually are not.

why not you just let it be. i mean give your friends some privacy. people you love their own privacy. dont be too obvious about anything about them.

i wish i could just write everything here. make everything public. let everyone know what i think. what i feel. what i want to do. but life is not that easy. people just have to be protective sometimes. too protective.

but then it is ‘ok’ for me. sometimes i guess.

if you love someone, imean either friends,special one or family,just give them their own spaces for themselves. let them changed or do whatever thet want.

dont be too obvious. yea. obvious. or should i say critical? haha.

eventhough you eagerly knowing about them,give them privacy. dont act like you are have right  to know everything. stop asking or acting like ‘why he/she have changed now?’ or ‘why we being like not exist to he/she after she/he had a bf/gf?’ or ‘what happen to you? i want to discuss something with you. about your girl.’

get it? if not try to put yourself in their shoes. then you’ll know it. =)

a month.

i mean we’ve passed trough a january. and its already finished last few days ago.

wat have i done in a month? i meant last month?

how about my wishes?

hmm..i’ve worked hard for some of that.

firstly my weight. i already gained it. from 50 to 53 kg. but look at me. still skinny. a thin and taller person, thin. my physical not grow at all. my kelebaran not happen at all. still lik dis. but i wont give up. yeah. i’ll working harder. hehehe. someone told me if i sleep for a long time,i’ll get chubby face. oh c’mon. im not only need that. i want my whole body melebar. not as a fat person. just to be ada isi skit. haha. well,thanks to that person.=) either thin or fat,as long as i am a healthy person i’m flattered enough.

worked? dont ask me about that. i hate it. i told my brother in law i i’m bored wit my worked . he replied me that all works in this world are boring one. depend on us how to make it fun. i said no lah.if we doing what we want or least ‘kena’ ngan jiwa or our interest,the work totally not bored. then we argued. at last i still dont know our conclusion because we”re bored talked about work matters. haha.

i’m waiting for my muet result. what band will i get? i’m not sure about that because normally my result not constant. sometimes 3,sometimes 4,5,6. so which number i get? if only need to pick any numbers,i’ll pick 5. because 6 is too good to me. haha. but if i get it,why not kan? unfortunately,i can’t. hmm.. just doa for it. good or average,accept is as a good  thing. i have done it. nothing can i do to re-sit my muet’s. i mean the same question liked i used to in october.

i’m sleepy rite now. angah and abang bob already slept. i should too. just too sleepy. maybe i ate too much just now so this was the effect. or maybe not. i am not a scorer for my biology’s.

i should stop now. someone want to sing for me? or tell a story from Dr. Zues’s?

see you later! =) 

i love all the times that we’re together..

i miss the time that i stayed at aishah’s home.. we talked about so many things..

we flash back all the memories since the first day we’ve known each other.

then i followed aishah to her work’s place. nursery. being as a baby sitter.. fun although i cant comunicate with them properly..

the time that i brought aishah pusing satu kulala lumur.

start from sungai besi(aishah’s house) to kl sentral,mid,sunway,sogo and more.

i miss the time that we went to mcd. yea only mcd but it sooo mmuch fun. you saw the happiness between me and thariq. rite aishah?? you get jeolous but dont worry.. i’ll pray for me.. u’ll get one. i pray that the guy is goog enough for your kindness and blur2..

i miss the time that i hang out together with my siblings. that time included thariq and aishah. and i saw jazli. i’m too segan to say hi. thariq didnt saw jazli but i asked thariq go to jazli while i finished my meal first but then i cant find where was jazli. rugi. i hope i’ll meet jazli again. as the prove that our frenship is not only here. still can go on out there.

i miss the time that i went to mid wit thariq,redza,izwan and ayie.. ayie.. heheh.. cool man.. handsome guy.. that time really fun rite. i still remembered the time all of awited the train,thariq do something to me and redza do it back to thariq. lucu la redza ni.

i also miss the time that we had our lunch and hi-tea. lunch at chicken rice shop,mid. we cant finish all the food because too full. then ayie,redza n izwan went to tgk wayang. and i and theriq went shopping. i bought nike shoe. rm219. but i satisfied with it. after that we had our hi tea at dunkin donut. syok!! but why we didnt capture any pics? silly me.

really. i miss all the time!

aishah and me

lunch time

all for one

bang bob n thariq

tired.. bored..

that’s 2 words exactly i’ll saying to you if you asked me about my work.

i admit that ssf home deco mart is my favourite place. but to make account?? oh my! pening.. after 3 days i worked i’m already get fever. sincerely speaking, i’m not good in mathematics. not good because i never get 4.00 in my mathematics. i dont care if people said that "stpm is hard. the second hardest exam in this world" . whatever la. but as long as i dont gei it i concluded that i’m not good enough in mathematics. plus i only have basic knowledge about perakaunan when i laernt it in my form 3 class. yea. in kemahiran hidup.

my first experience, my second day of worked.. the account memeningkan. duit short. rm100++ la.. my goddness.. mula berpeluh.. i’ve checked it so many times.. mula la pening.. i ges i have simptom that "scared to lose money" so i’m being too careful finally something bad happen.. next day,i went to worked sgt awal.. check the money again.. luckily,xde duit yg lbh bg customer..cuma cashier bt 2 print resit utk one customer.. 2 transaction for one customer.. so tired la. nsb manager blh consider the simple problem like that.

BUT, only 3 days. not enough yet to make any conclusion about my work.

one thing for sure, i do love ssf. i hope one day i can use my minat,kesungguhan dan kebolehan in interior design secara meluas. no more doing kira2.

well,i hope i can go through with all of this. eventhough i’m not sure till when i’ll be as an ssf’s family.

so,there they are. the simptom of working life. if anyone of you passed by ssf butterworth,singgah2 la.. i’ll be there all days in week. i’ll give you promotion to design your house or whatever. i can do it. i know i’ve bakat in it. but for now i still doing kira2.

till then… bye2…..

i’m going to holiday again.

haha.

looks like orang lain xg holiday je kan.

but i’m excited.

reaaallllly…………

teruja.

to the place that seldom i go.

if have time n ofcos $$ bru blh g.

haha. cewinya…

but one thing 4 sure,i’ll never put my holiday’s pic in here.

private + confidental + malas.

family pics je.

yg fun2. u guys no need to feel teruja to see it lah.

i’ll back again.

want souvenier?? ok. i’ll give u a gift! haha.

lalalalala…

well,so far new year’s great for me. hope the good things will goes smoothly.

oh ya, thanks to syazwan thariq for all the swweeett memories ok. rindunya…….

p/s: i’m in *gedik n cewi mood*.haha. sori…=p

a few minutes more all of us will be in new year. hope new year will bring more gud news. more kejayaan. more prosperity. more happiness. more oppurtunities.

normally people will make new wish. new hope too. but will we achieve all of our hopes without any efforts? if in 2006 we cant achieve what we want,i surely u guys did tried in 2007 but if still cant, that mean we should try harder for 2008. who knows we can do it?? nobody knows. everything depends on us.

so do i. i knew some of my hopes still not come to end at all. and some of them still not started yet. oh my. but one thing for sure. for 2008 i’m still 10O% me. i dont care any rumours about me. say whatever you want to say because u’ve your rite but make sure you still know what is mean by respect! well for this new year,i’m still allowed to hope. haha.

i hope this year everything getting better for me.

i hope can be patience. no more bad temper. emotional irma. go away. just come back if i really really need you. ok?

i hope i can be more independent than before. not 100% but at least my brain will work faster when i’m facing any problems. no need to call anyone quickly. no need to be panic at all.

i hope i can be less sensitive n more sensitive. i meant less sensitive for stupid and nonsense things such as what people think or what people said. i mean i do before but i want to be more strong in it. be better in it. and i want to be more sensitive in certain things. in my life. my future steps. my identity. me myself and i. also be more sensitive in my family’s matter. yea. i’m going 20’s so of course i become as matured person.

i hope i can be excellent in whatever i do. either it simple things,matters or problems. or difficult things ever. i can be extraordinary person. just like i do before even-though not in everything.

i hope my love will stay forever. i dont care the person that i love like me or not. as lons as i loved them. i accepted them as who  are they. if before i easily get emotional to person who bitched me,this year i promise to myself that i’ll control it. or mbe i’ll try harder to make it go away. love is important. doent care how ways it’s come to me.

i hope i can learn not to think much about peoples that i missed. missing them hurt me. i hope i’ll never say that i’m alone again because i still have Allah beside me! plus my syazwan thariq will fly to ireland by the middle of 2008. we’ll being far again. i missed my parent. my sisters. they are away. over the sea. too far is it?  too hutrs when i’m thinking about it.

i hope i can reconcile certain things.

oh ya. i hope i can gain my weight. they are several person said that "adik ain kurus sanagt la." "adik,knp cengkung ni". well at least i’m healthy so whatever. but deep inside i’ll try my best.

i hope will get my dream job. oh ya. on 2nd of january i’ll go to my first interview. wishing the best for myself.

i hope i can get along with my childhood friends again. with my primary,secondary and all the persons that i’ve known when i took a part in debate or forum.

well, i guess thats enough for 2008. i believe i’ll achieve all of that. yea.  i’ll.

now,the clock already shown 0005 am. today is the first day of january 2008. oh my!

Happy new year to all of my friends. my advice is,if you think nobody loves you,i do. my pricipe is "i live not for people love me and when people hated me,i’ll not die." May Allah bless all of us.

i love you..!                  

since i came here,stayed here.. i’ve found a lots of differences. i mean about so many things. peoples here really different. simple example. here, people made their own tradition that wen weekend,they’ll have their dinner outside rather than a mother cooks for her family/ies. for me,wen a mother cooks we can be together. the togetherness spirit will be there. plus,air tangan ibu totally not same wit air tangan the cook at any restaurant rite? even my mother cooked telur mata kerbau pun i felt dat was the most delicious,crusty n well-cook in dis world. but again,here they are different. all of family members have their meal outside. but i can’t give specific comment. mbe they have their own reason/s. but,wen we have our meal wit all or our family members,dat was really2 fun. we can talk about so many thing. laugh. usik2. n so many more.   i’ve grown up wit the togetherness environment. my mom’s cooking is the best for me. just like your mom for yours.

other thing is their life style.. teenagers mostly girls bebas sgt. i’m not condeming them la. n i’m not an old fashion or old-thinking one. but girsl should not be too modern. we can but have to have our own dignity.. mostly malay. we have our own tradition rite. so keep it up.if too easy to date,hang up,merayau2,bersuka-ria, that’s not nice la. mbe i’m lil bit kolot but my prinsip,biar semoden mana tpi xkan perigi cri timba. and for me,eventhough technologies ambil alih dis world,i dun care.. i’m still me.. i’ll not jeles wit others. well i’ve to get used wit all dis. as long as i’m not being lik them,that’s good kan? i ges i’m not culture shocked at all. now,i knw why she acted lik dat. (here,i admit i talked bout someone k). mbe because the environment. environment around her life. her hometown n her studies’s place. the way she mixed wit all people around. totally DIFFERENT wit me. and my social skills (in good way) much2 better than her. i ges that’s enough. not good la wen i talked bout her too much. bad me. haha.

ok la,i want to analyze more things here. the place i’ve been stayed now. i’m seek the better things. =)